So i think i might be done with everything and everyone.

I think its about time i move on from glenn
i think its about time I start caring more about numero uno.
i think its about time i stop feeling guilty about everything.
i think its about time people top worrying about everything in my life
i think its about time that i made some lifelong friends. not just atm ones
i think its about time that i do what i want.
i think its about time that i tell people how i feel and not worry about what they think
i think its about time i take pride in myself and get some self esteem.

yeah... i think its about time

hey everyone that misses me! i miss you too! lol im not dead ive just been really busy lately.
ive been busy doin nothing really tho its actually kinda interesting to say.

so yes anything going on is not important.
sorry bout the lack. and if i dissapoint you lol


more later promisssse

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Yo Esta en: household
Im Feeling: chipper
My Jam Right Now Is: Into the Ocean - Blue October

first off i would like to say im dissapointed that i came back to almost nothing. 
thanks guys. lol.


So my trip was AWESOME. heres how it went...

Thursday: We got to our hotel at 2:30 in the morning.

Friday: We woke up at 7 got ready then went to a breakfast buffet in our hotel until loading the busses and going to Epcot. i hung out with Glenn and our friend Andrew all day. we went on a million rides and went to all the different countries and stufff ate dinner ans then at the end we saw Illuminations. it was AMAZING accept this stupid lady and her family were standing right in front of me and i wanted to punch her in the face bcz she wouldnt move. we were there until 9:30.

Saturday: woke up at 6 went to the hard rock cafe at 7 ate a really terrible breakfast there. then loaded up and went to Island Of Adventures. (* its the new park at Universal *) we went on the Spiderman ride. and it was probably the coolest thing ever!!!! and other rdes and shows. it was not as fun as epcot but still sweet. i got my picture taken with spiderman, storm, captain america, and wolverine, the cat in the hat and Sam I Am. in suess landing.

Sunday: Woke up at 7 went to the hotel breakfast. then boarded to go to MGM Studios. me and Glenn hung out alone and we went on the Tower of Terror. omg. i was SO freakin scared my picture on the ride was amazing. and we went on the haunted mansion and Pirates of the carribean. it was pretty sweet and we saw Fantasmic which was this AWESOME laser light firework show with all the villians attacking mickeys dreams. they projected things on water!!!

Monday (* Parade Day *) we went to this breakfast thing at a ranch and had to eat outside and it was COOLLLLDDDD and then i threw up and was not feeling good at all. we went to the magic kingdom where we went on splash mountain and thunder mountain it was good. we had out parade at 2:30 and i died it was 80 degrees and in those band uniforms. omg.

Tuesday: we went back to the magic kingdom and went on buzz lightyear space mountain splash mountain and other stuff it was pretty good.

Wednesday: we packed up all out luggage and loaded it then went to the Animal kingdom. i went on the new ride called Expadition Everest. this was the COOLEST ride i went on the entire trip. it was amazing. i went on it twice. we also went on Its Tough To Be A Bug. i didnt like that so much. and then we went on this one called Dinosour. and it was AWESOME. it scared the shit out of me bcz all the sudden this HUMUNGOUS dinosour is right next to you and i screamed like no other lol.

So all and all thats basically it in a nuttshell. obviously im home safe and dissapointeed in the comment situation. but thanks to you that left me something to come  back too. <3

Its Valentines day. and i would say a happy one to you all but i dont celebrate it anymore.
its not that im a lonley sad little girl because i DO have a wonderful boyfriend. ( Glenn ) and
i love him yes indeed but Vday is a Hallmark Holliay that i refuse to take part in. its ridiculus.
its not made for everyone. only those who are a couple. and all those painfull years of being all
alone i looked forward to celebrating it for the first time with a boyfriend but now that i have that 
opportunity i just dont want to. i just think about it and the whole idea is just stupid to me. Anyways.....


So I leave for Florida tomarrow night . I have to be at school by 5 we leave at 530 plane leaves at 7
we wont be at the hotel until like 1. ughghghghghg but anyways. yes i am TERRIFIED of this plane ride
and just to save the trouble (* Please excuse the CAPS *) PLEASE DO NOT COMMENT SAYING IT WILL BE
ALRIGHT AND THAT I HAVE NOTHING TO BE AFRAID OF. IVE HEARD IT ENOUGH AND I STILL THINK IM GOING
TO SHIT MY PANTS OK? IM SCARED AND TELLING ME ITS ALRIGHT ISNT GOING TO CHANGE THAT.

alright so now thats over with. im really depressed at the moment. my mom bought me a new baithing suit and a new top of a baithing suit. well i had to try them on and what i saw in the mirror was enough to loose my breakfast. none of you have seen me so i guess you cant say "oh your beautiful shut up LOL" which is good bcz im sick of hearing that. gah. its like. i realize that YOU may think that telling me im not horendusly ugly of ginormusly obease will make me feel better when truth is.. it doesnt. it does the opposite. so you shouldnt say that to me... but anywyas.

So i packed my suitcase all up. i still need to get my hairbrush from Glenns house and then ill be all done.
i think that me and Glenn and our parents are going to go out to dinner tonight.. woopie. i hope we go to Olive Garden.
i really want some salad and breadsticks.. mmm.. delicious.

well anyways. im not sure if im going to be able to post 
anytime between now and when i leave. so hopefully this
will satisfy your needs to read my life. (Which i love <3)
and Special thanks to everyone who comments alot.
Your My Favorite =)

For Your information

 ((** I'll be gone from Tommarrow night ( Thursday night 2/15 ) until wednesday ( 2/21 )  **))

So thats about it. ill be around. Leave me love to come back tooo!!!!
ill make sure to give a detailed ( Not so much ) post about my trip
when i get home!!!

Yo Esta en: My Hoooomeee
Im Feeling: Scared But Excited
My Jam Right Now Is: I Love You This Much - Jimmy Wayne

im super sick right now. and i just feel like ick. im super tired but cant sleep. i just feel mucho icky. im probably going to just wantch some Law & Order and go to sleep. im supposed to go to WinterBlast tomarrow in Detroit so hopefully i will feel alot better. i dunno. pray for me.

leave some love. anything. i dont care. 
oh and a question. how do you make those things that people can click on and go to something extra. like a extra thing.
i dont know how and i thought maybe some of you would like to know what i look like and instead of making a HUGE post with a picture or two i would just make an extra thing. that is if anyone wants to know what i look like? i dont know lol. but im out. 

Leave me something to read mmmmk.. ill return the favor =)

Im Feeling: sick

ok so ive had the worst day ever.....

i havent slept in like 5 days because i keep having nightmares about my trip to Florida with the band next thursday.
im not going into details on them today bcz i just dont feel like writing that much tonight. (* if you really wanna know you can ask and ill write it i guess. *)
i have a humungus headache and i hope i can at leaste TRY to sleep it off.
We had 2 days off school. Then Glenn descided he didnt want to go to School yesterday because his throat hurt. and
i understood so i spent the school day alone.
he came today it was good.
and then as i am dropping him off tonight hes like i dont think im going to go to school tomarrow bcz my throat hurts.
im like wtf? youve only been for 1 day this whole week! and it just makes me mad for a couple reasons.

These being :
I could be throwing up and my parents STILL would make me go to school * Jealousy *
I will be forced to eat lunch alone walk to every class alone drive to school alone and just be alone. * Anger *
He is going to burry himself in school work and HW from missing and he isnt the type to overacheive so he wont make that stuff up and i dont want him getting bad grades like i did. bcz its just a pain in the ass in the future * Worry *


and Yes like the title i know im not his mother but still. i think he shoul at leaste muddle through the day. and then
if he doesnt want to hang out ater school then fine. but hes like. i need my sleep and i need to drink lots of tea.
im like bullshit you just dont want to go to school then again who does? but still even tho school is probably the WORST
thing in my life right now ive been trying really REALLY hard not to miss any because my classes are imposable to catch up
with if i miss things and the teachers are horrible to try to ask them what you missed is like getting teeth pulled out. ughghgjdsh


So im pissed and tired and cranky and emotional.
I'm not even on my period. GAH....

now im just gunnuh get some cold water and go lay down. 
wish me luck for finishing out this school year. its being a bitch.

Yo Esta en: the FREEZING house i live in
Im Feeling: crappy
My Jam Right Now Is: something on the TV dad is watching?

So American Idol makes me happy and makes me very sad at the same time.

Happy.                                                                                            Sad.
People who think they can sing.                                               I love to sing. My mom told me that
its really funny.                                                                              i wouldnt make it. lol and bcz i get Jealous.


So im watching american idol and there is like 25 comments on my last entry. and when i noticed that
i got super excited lol. so i had a band concert today. it was lame. today was awfully boring and i didnt like it.
but after the concert i drank 5 glasses of punch then went to Carribou coffe with Glenn Dayna and Steven D's Boy.
it was actually really fun and i Really like steven and im SO happy for dayna. so thats about it for today.
so ill holler back later gaters. Peace and Much love <3

Im Feeling: chipper

so you all got to know a little about me that you wanted and you still can! but i have a few questions of my own. 
so if you would kindly answer some general questions id love you forever mmmmmkkkkk

1) Name:
2) Age:
3) Gender:
4) One interesting thing about you:


Thats it. 
school in the AM so im off to bed.
Later Gaters.

Im Feeling: complacent

So i didnt have to go to school today and i dont have to go tomarrow either. 
the reason is because its too damn cold. and im serious. it was -25 this morning.
so to answer the questions (* thanks a billion for submitting =) *)

A Big house in Michigan. ( Close to family )

6) What do you do first when you wake up in the morning? Wish i was still asleep. then turn off my alarm then go to the bathroom
7) Shampoo first or last? First
8) Dogs or cats? Cats
9) Your most memorable moment when you were in HS (embarrasing/funny etc.) Hm. still in HS but so far i guess it would be when i slipped and fell in the middle of the hallway between classes bcz the floor was wet.
10) What turns you on in a guy? Eyes. and a hot smile lol

 
11) If you had to be stuck in a room with one of the most evil people in history to convince them not to commit their future evil crimes, who would it be? Adolf.

12) What is your ideal man? Someone who makes me laugh. knows when im upset and knows how to help. someone who is opinionated but not mean about it. hes gotta be fun funny and trusting. nice eyes and a great smile. chisled abs are always a plus. but mostly i just want to know that im his favorite no matter what.

13) Are you good with children? my mom had a daycare at our house for 14 yrs of my life. so i guess i could say that i am. not by choice tho. sometimes i get impatient.

14) Do you think a class is more interesting because of the teacher or the material? hm well my Pre-Calc class is a perfect mixture of both i love math and Mr. Brasch is Hilarious

15) If you could rename yourself anything, what would your new name be? hmmm Nikita ( Nick-Key-Tah ) i always thought that was so cool. lol


that was fun
but im off to bed to 
Sleep in again. 
thanks loves. 
any more ?'s just ask i love em!

Yo Esta en: house
Im Feeling: tired
My Jam Right Now Is: nada

So dad went on a rant just now. about me cleaning the house while he goes out. 
what a shit head. mom comes home today. idk when tho. super bowl today. idk
what im going to be doing all i know is i want some fooooooood right now. im starvin.
so im going to go eat food and let you be satisfied with this. bcz im feelin lame. thank.




probably more later.
btw i was wondering if there is anything else you would like to know about me.
im giving you the opportunity to ask me 5 questions about anything in a comment.
i dont really care what they are just ask and i will answer 100% honest. i swear.
just give me some entertainment for this day of bitter cold nothingness. kthnks

Yo Esta en: The house, AKA fridgerator
Im Feeling: cranky
My Jam Right Now Is: I believe in a thing called love - The Darkness